From escort to......?

I don't think some people realize how difficult it is to change professions once you've been an escort for a long period of time, even if you have managed to stay sane, and have avoided the drugs and alcohol route. Contrary to popular belief if you look after yourself then there's no age limit for this job, meaning we can just go on and on working.

You get used to a certain lifestyle and of course being your own boss. What other business could you set up with no initial cash outlay and no experience, with such high earning potential? There is also 'job satisfaction' - its very rewarding to see how you can change peoples life in a postive way by building their confidence and giving them special memorable times and keeping marriages together that would otherwise maybe be lost through affairs or other means.

We have an incredible amount of flexibility. We work when we want to work, and see who we want to see, all on our terms. We can have our daytimes free and choose our own working hours. We get invited to some of the most exclusive hotels and dine at the most fabulous restaurants - places that if I were in most other jobs I could only dream about. I've had some amazing experiences and had the opportunity to travel worldwide on my escorting expiditions.

Hence why a lot of ladies, although they quit escorting, they end up being drawn back in. I really don't want this to happen to me. I want to move on.

I'm naturally a caring person that likes to help people and I'm considering next year some charity work abroad. I think I need to live around some poverty and offer my help (I'm keen to work in an orphanage) just to make me realise how sad and meaningless material things are. I feel I am going to need some shock tactics to get me out of this little dream world, and realise how little some people have so I can learn to lead a more humble life.

Escorting for me is an amazing life, but I just don't want to end up doing it for ever. I want to find the man of my dreams have a fairy tale wedding and settle down and have a big brood of children :)

So has anyone seen it in the shops?

I'm keen to find out when it's on the shelves! I'm not going to go out and look for it so I'm waiting for a friend to say they've spotted it before I go in a shop in disguise to see it and take a moment to feel proud. I know friends that have pre-ordered it on Amazon have their copies. One escort friend said she couldn't put it down and ended up reading the lot in two days. She really enjoyed it so I hope that others will too and that I'll get more positive feedback for all my hard work.

It's taken me years to write and I do feel a real sense of achievement. Although it's a shame that it's not the sort of book that my parents or Grandparents can read. My mum and dad still want their copy though :)